New self awareness unlocked.

I can forecast bouts of Shopping Therapy.

I'll wake in the morning with a consumerist lurch, like an old mans knees knowing it'll rain. While I feel it coming, my self control remains in flux.

A sale of the Eclipse 2e board game + playmat was observed at the wrong time and wrong emotion. Hours after the purchase, I was able to reign myself in and cancel the order once sense kicked in. I don't have the time, friend group or teaching patience for such a beast.

Unfortunately, I'm still left with the unslaked emotion in the fullest. An unenthused listlessness in a sea of backlog and the internet itself. Luigi's Mansion 3 keeping me buoyant until the next sudden obsession appears.