This review contains some spoilers. I dont want to use spoiler text so im letting you know right now.
I love this game so very, very much. All of them, actually. I have nothing but love and affection for this series which, at a crucial junction in my life, allowed me to get to know a group of people that quite literally changed my life. Getting to know Garrus, crying over Thane, having an incredibly sneaking suspicion that Kaiden sounded and acted a lot like carth... V I N D I C A T I O N After my play-through of this improved edition, it marks my 15th time ive played through all 3 games in full, but it wasn't as if i was simply trying to hit some achievement of ovsession. The characters and storylines in this game id come to love, cherish, even, just comforted me so deeply that i found myself coming back again and again. Its with that same love and affection i revisited it after so many years, and its with love and affection that i write this review.
This game sucks.
I really do say that affectionately. Even now im smiling at the way that everyones eyes look weirdly out of place as they're talking to each other, or how the story warps in on itself weirdly from time to time. Some of the DLC is criminally hard. Jesus, at least until you get that pistol from the Citadel DLC and trivialize everything even on insanity.
It feels strange to review this game mechanically, because other people can do that, but perhaps also because i have soooo much experience playing them, its like rehashing things youve already done for the umpteenth time to someonebut there is one thing id like to touch on; perhaps you could call it my hot take. I really liked the original renegade ending for mass effect 3. Yes, before the director's cut. Spoilers ahead, but the idea that "winning at any cost" came with the destruction of most advanced civilization in the galaxy was so poignant to me. It was the ultimate pyrrhic victory, and in a game where my choices felt tailored to giving me the perfect Good Girl or Bad Girl ending, the original genuinely felt like a harrowing decision i couldnt take back.
I remember sitting there at the end of the game, looking at the faces of all my friends who would likely be killed by the end of it all, openly weeping at 2 am because i felt as thiugh I had done this. I kept telling myself, i couldnt have known. How could i have? How could anyone? All we wanted was to save the galaxy.
I think changing the ending was, quite honestly, abhorrent.In a game where morality feels arbitrary and your decisions scarcely matter all that
much, the original renegade ending felt like THE best ending that a bioware game has EVER HAD, and it was like completely on accident. Its almost insulting that it was mainly due to EA's insistence on online multiplayer that it was a thing, but honestly, i feel
my point still stands.
Anyway, if you play this game, i genuinely hope you like it. Its pretty old, theres hardly any gay romances, and all things considered, its a dumb pile of crap. But its my dumb pile of crap, and i hope that maybe it can be yours, too. I hope you get the same thing that i got out of this game, even if only a little.